At Wesak.......
We went to 1U........
We were very happy there......
I bought my stuff,
Get to spend time with family.....
I thought it was a really nice day.....
But.......
When I came back,
I was still very happy........
Until my eldest sis told me that one of my hamster died(the mother)...
I cried like shit!!!!!!
Actually I realise that it was sick....
So I clean the cage, give the hamsters good food...
But........
It died......
After I knew it...
I freaked out!
I was really hoping that it'll be healthy and more energetic after I came back..
But I was wrong...
I was too late too help her...:(
My eldest sis wanted to take the dead body away....
But the baby hamster won't let go of its mom...
Because when the father keeps bullying him,
It will run to its mama for protection....
Now the father will just keep on bulleying the small one.....
After when my sis remove the dead body.......
The little baby hamster went to its cuppy house and cry...
When I saw that,
I felt so guilty......
BECAUSE IT WAS ALL MY FAULT!!!!!!
I didn't clean the cage for 1 month and now its DEAD!!!!!!
I'm a pet murderer!
I can't even find a way how to forgive myself.....
N now I can only say goodbye...
I really pity the baby hamster...
Imagine this happen to your mum (choi!)
Will you feel sad???!!!
Of course!
And thats how the little baby feels...
And I'll say it again.....
ITS ALL BECAUSE OF ME!
I'm strating to hate myself for......
I dunno?
Until it ends.....
I can't even get back my use to be a little baby hamster....
I said that because I raise her when she was just a few months old.....
And now her life ended...
Goodbye my sweet little baby.........
Mummy will always love you....
Until the end....
